Her Own Reflection

It was a breezy morning when i got up in my bed.
That was a Saturday, one saturday of December.

Five months have passed, when I've started
planning my way there.
Several plans were made,
crazy missions were completed.
I should do whatever it takes
just for that plan be made.

It was 9 am in the morning when my
friend called up..
She said that she will not come..
Arr.. too much drama she has shown..
but nothing happens..

Then the time moves its way.
The day I should do it by myself.
I should go there, alone.
I would do it for the first time.
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I was standing in their school's church parking lot, alone.
waiting for my friend, Socorro to pick me up there.
The truth was, I went there without my parents' consent.
they just knew I would go out with a friend going to SM Southmall.

My other friends Josh and Nicole, they forbade me in
going there, just because I'm alone.
And also I cannot predict on when would the accident happen.

But I am known to be a naughty child.
Hard headed, girl.
They have said so much drama just for me
not to let it happen, but I still continue the plan
I'd made 5 months ago.

In my part, I just don't like
making plans that are not going or
letting it happen.
Just because of something or someone.
But I know how to do it.
It would just happen if God want to.
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I know my story of this Refection of my other side
is getting so inconsistent.
Because I was really having a hard time to
summarize everything.
Its a Mixture of emotions also.. :)
thrill, romance?! wat da...
adventure.... horror,I guess
because of the pictures of us captured? :))


we were walking on the street
then suddenly there was
a taxi..
In the reason that the street was
so narrow that only ONE car could
fit on there...
we should adjust..
So we walked not a lined beside each other
but behind each other...

First date

Actually, wla pa talaga akong first date.
Kasi, ayoko pa tlga. At hindi pa ako ready.
Okay lang sa akin na kasama ko ang mga
kaibigan ko. Kasi alam kong na ligtas ako.
Bagamat kami'y puro babae sa tuwing kmi'y lalabas.
At nagkakailangan naman kung may kasamang lalaki
ang isa sa amin.
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Isang araw, tinanong ko ang kaibigan ko kung
dapat bang pormal ang damit at tlgang pinaghandaan
ang iyong first Date.
Para kasi sa akin, gusto kong maging "Remindable"
ang first date ko.
Ayoko ng may mga KJ sa totoo lang;)

Ang sabi naman ng aking kaibigan, dapat lng ay
hindi halatang pinaghandaan ang iyong first date.
Syempre, mahahalata ito ng lubusan sa iyong
pananamit. Kaya mas mabuti ay mentally ready ka
at physically ready din.
Sa paraang alam mo na hindi gaanong pormal
at hindi naman msayong di pormal.

Kanyang sinuggest na "Casual" daw ang aking isuot.
Sabi ko naman, aba'y dapat lang.
di naman debut o kasal ang dadaluhan ko,

masarap mangarap na ang iyong first date
ay ang iyong first love o kung hindi man, First Boyfriend.
Kasi mas doble ang kilig at todo ang happiness na malalasap mo.

Ang pagpili ng Venue ng Date ay exciting din.
Mas magandang piliin ang mga hndi masyadong matataong lugar.
para makapag-usap kayo na parang wlang makakarinig nito.

Kung kakain naman (halimbawa: Romantic Dinner)
mas magnda if sa may Sea Shore.
Kasi mahangin at Romantic pa.
Pwede rin sa Candle light dinner sa isang magandang restaurant.

Pero ang isang isyu rito ay,
dapat ba ang lalaki ang gagastos ng lahat?
dapat ba sa babae rin?
dapat ba kKB? (kanya-kanyang bayad)
Sa aking pananaw,
dapat ay parehas kayong gagastos.
hndi porket lalaki sya, sya dapat ang gumastos,.
Dapat ay parehas kaung mey daladalang
enough amount ng money.

Pero dpt sa BABAE, meron syang baong pera papauwi.
Para incase na hndi k nya ihatid or Commute lng kayo,
mern kng pamasahe.

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ok lng kht hndi mo first date ung first love mo.
basta ang mahalaga, He has intention to catch you.
kasi db he made you fall for him..dpt lng..
Saluhin k nya;)

Actions speaks louder than words.

Hindi ba't totoo na mas madaming ibig sabihin
ang mga galaw mo kaysa sa sinasabi ng bibig mo?
Maging ang iyong mga galaw ay nakapagbibigay ng kahulugan
kung ano talaga ang iyong sustong maipahiwatig.

Ako mismo'y nagtataka kung bakit sa tuwing mayroon
akong ginagawa ay, minsa'y nahuhulaan na ito nang iba
gayong hindi ko pa ito nasasagi sa kanila.

Nang biglang may pumasok sa aking kaisipan,
posible ngang totoo iyon.

Ako'y lubusang indenial talaga.
totoo na nga, ayaw pa ring aminin.
yan ako...

Ako'y laging pinagkakatuwaan ng aking mga kaibigan
sa kadahilanan na ako raw ay "in love"
sabi ko naman "Ako?!?!? in love??!! Asa naman"
pero sbe nila, "hindi mo man sabihin sa amin ng harapan,
kapag ika'y nakatalikod, mga galaw mo'y aming nasisilayan."
Sapagkat ang aking mga galaw raw ay simbolismo ng aking
emosyon. At dun nila ako nahalata.

=)

http://kenneth7100.tripod.com/pinoyquotes1.html

Some quotations

http://losthopes.wordpress.com/

My Own Relevance

My day may start with smiles and tears.
As I washed my face; looked up in the mirror
and see my own plain self.
And ask it, what I have done?
Why did i made such doing like that?

Razors and Tears,
are my dependencies.
Hands and Fists,
I always marked on.
Hurts and Pains,
I'm so tired of it.
Love and Cares,
I want to feel.
Peace and Loyalty,
I want it to remain.

I did it again.
Held once again a knife,
And felt down.

As I cut my flesh,
But it wasn't delivered that well.
A destructive knock came along.

Feeling uneasy,
can't help it.
Going Crazy,
Will I be?
Half Alive,
Mostly I am.

Farewell, I sent to them.
then suddenly,
A call I've received from a
concerned friend.
Begging to me not to do it.
A friend, mostly I was about to loose.

What I love to say, " I'm okay ".
But inner of me, adequately not.
In my daily anima,
I always asked myself,
Why did I have to live?
What am I suppose to do?

Then I realized,
We lived for a Mission.
And we'll die because of a reason.

Another Year of Life

In a sunny hour of a moisten day.
In a city filled with love and pain.

In an Autumn morning
I woke up and said,
What a shattered breeze
touches my skin.
Seems like a bad feeling
coming forward on its way.

How my heart was frozen
in the midnight of December,
I made asked.

The white cold and dirty balls
fell on the grounds,
made me remember
how come I've fallen in love
with someone who has no intention
of catching me?

As I walk on a rough road of life,
I've experience some possible events
or happenings that in my age
could possibly happen.

In a dreadful night of January
In a city full of hatred and happiness.

I asked myself, how come I arrived in
sometimes, wrong choice of decision?
Why I have to choose between these choices?
yet, only I need one.

Maybe because, I must do pick one.
Anyway, I don't have any idea, which one
is the best.
Whew! This test of God for myself also,
makes me really stressed.

In a city filled with both love together with
sacrifices,
A girl seeking for a calm place.
Saw a very nice bridge nearby in the
river connected to the park.

She moved and walk forward
As she met someone to talk with.
And they started to share memories
of them.

The girl shared and shared.
Unfortunately, a rain came.
They said goodbyes to each other
and the girl ran, going home wet.

As she reaches her house,
she went inside and sat on
a narra chair.

Once the girl experienced
falling in love from her past.
As she bounced back her memories,
She remember it once again.
First Love, First Heartbreak.
Somehow like a ball bounced back,
she still feel how it really hurts.
how it made her heart broken.

Experience on falling in love with someone
is a good thing also, for those who experienced it
for the first time, And for those who have not.
Surely, and Yes, they know how its is expressed.

In a city filled with love and pain.
The Presence of the Month of Hearts
was sensed by me.
Flowers were given by guys to the girls
they adored; I always seen

I, myself guarantee not to make myself
fall in that spell of love once again.
Because until now, Month when the flowers
blooms, I still haven't find someone who could
make my heart fixed again.

As I walk forward.
I learned rather continuously learning
my false and recognized doings.
So that when I go back,
I know which steps will I'll take.

Endless Minutes

What is this kind of feeling?
In school, for example,
You don't like the subject.
You always glance on your watch.
You are feeling very rushed.
In short, you want that moment pass.
So, it is also like waiting for the
time for the subject ends, right?
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Why is it like that,your waiting for his/her call.
If he/she said; I'll be calling you later.
Then, you, yourself can't wait.
Then, the (LATER) came, You and Her/Him
talks about anything.. Then you noticed,
that the Clock runs very fast.
As if it is being controlled.
It's like a feeling that, you and her/him
were just talking for a couple of minutes.
But when you glanced on the clock,
it is an hour ago!
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Why is it like that.
If you like the subject.
It seems like time time run so fast, right?
But if you don't like the subject,
you can't wait for the time to end it.

Pinoy Love Quotes

1. Ayoko nang makita ka pa. Ayoko nang isipin ka pa. Ayoko nang iyakan
 ka pa. Ayoko nang mahalin ka pa. Hirap na hirap na ko, alam mo ba? Pero
 bakit ganon? Ayoko ding mawala ka.

2. hirap umasa sa dmo lam qng anu kba sknia
dmo lam qng san ka dpat lumugar
hrap magdecixon
kz mnsan kla mo mhal ka nia
pero ang 220
pinasasaya ka lng nia kz
lam niang
mahal mo xa!!!
3.Kung may kakayahan lamang ang mga luha na marinig mo ang dapat mong
 marinig, habang buhay akong iiyak. Dahil may mga bagay na mata lang ang
 nakakakita at luha lang ang may kayang mapadama.

4.Madalas kong isipin, saan ko ilulugar ang sarili ko sayo? O kung may
 lugar pa ba? Kapag bibitaw na ko, dumarating ka at pinaparamdam na
 meron pang tayo. Ngayon, darating ka pa ba o bibitaw na ko?

5. Mahirap makipaglaban sa bagay na lam mong talo ka,
wla kang magawa kundi hayaan na lang, tumahimik,
hanggang ilayo sau ang taong pnkmamahal mo.
Dun mo maiicp... "sna di ko n lang cia nakilala, di sana ko nahihirapan
 ng ganito..."

6.non pa lang,

tanggap ko na

mawawala ka rin

tulad ng iba

pro bkt hanggang ngaun njan ka pa?

hnhntay mo bang sbhin kong

mahal kta?!

tanong ko lang...

MANHID KA BA?!

7.bakit kung alin ang bawal, un ang gnagawa natin?

kung alin ang wala, un ang hinahanap natin...

parng pagmamahal sau, bawal pero gnagawa ko...

parng pagmamahal mo, wala pero hinahanap ko...

8.pag hindi alm ng mhal mo na mhal mo xa, nasasaktan ka ng hindi
 sinasadya. kaya kpag nakwekwento ka 2ngkol sa kanya... cnasabi ko lang "o
 talaga?!" kahit sa totoo.. "sh*t! t*ng*na!"

9.ang hirap mahalin ng taong may mahal na iba... lalu na kung friend mo
 ung mhal niya.. patukso tukso ka pa... kunyari kinikilig ka sa
 kanila... pero sa totoo lang... nasasaktan ka na.

10. Kgabi may
bumisita isang
Anghel,
nagpaalam sya
dahil kunin ka
na raw
nya...Lamo kung
bkt d nya
gnawa? sbe ko kc
"may langit na
kyo wag nyo
namang kunin ang
Langit Ko"

11. paano kung may mahal ka pero di ka mahal?
at may nagmamahal sayo pero di mo naman mahal?
pero lumipas ang panahon minahal mo yung taong mahal ka
pero sa oras na yun minahal ka ng taong mahal mo
sino sa dalawa??? 

12. ang pag ibig ay parang TSINELAS..
kahit anong dami ng sapatos mo,
pag uwi mo..TSINELAS parin ang hahanapin mo...
ikaw?
nahanap mo na ba ang tsinelas mo??

13. madalas kitang hanapin..
palingon lingon, palinga linga
tapos pag nakita na kita at kaharap na..
bigla nalang akong di makapagsalita
bakit? pano ako magsasalita?
eh buong kahulugan ng buhay ko...
nasa harap ko na..

14. if i had to spend my life without you, i'd be forced
to spend only half of my life.
you are so much of me, that loving you is not a matter of choice..
it's what i do, it's what i am

15. minsan gusto kong tumakbo
malayong malayo sa'yo
baka sakaling makalimutan kita kaya lang sa pagtakbo ko
dala ko parin ang puso ko na walang ibang laman..
kundi pangalan mo.. 

16. 
Sa lahat ng pwedeng mahalin, bakit kaya ikaw pa? Ikaw na may mahal nang
 iba... nasasaktan lang ako eh... pero di kita masisisi... siguro mahal
 lang talaga kita. Ito lang ang tanong ko, sya ba, mahal ka nya?

17. I fell for you & I know it's not right. That's why I tried to get
 over you, tried not to care, tried not to love you no more... but no
 matter what I do, every time you're near, I always say: "*******, bahala
 na! Mahal talaga kita eh!"


18. * Masakit maging kaibigan ng taong mahal mo,
Hindi mo alam kung saan ka lulugar,
Di ka dapat umasa o di kaya mainis sa kanya
Bakit? Anong karapatan mo?
KAIBIGAN KA LANG DI BA?


19.
Bkt nga b kay hirap hindian ang 1 kaibigan.. tkot kng siya'y saktan..
 ayaw m mcra ang smahan.. pro bkt s huli nppaicp k.. kaibign lng b tlg? O
 ayaw m lng tanggaping nhulog ka na?

20. 
The only wrong thing would be to deny what your heart truly feels


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I found this very interesting;)

source: http://jonalberto.multiply.com/journal/item/32/Pinoy_Love_Quotes

A Dreadful Night of December.

I was sitting on the bench.
Trying to cry, but no tears fell down.
My surroundings filled with white cold snow.
A Dreadful moment during the birth of Yahweh.

It was cold
Freezing like I was bold.
Acting like a Martyr.
Showing I had no instincts
Will this end tomorrow?
or Never?

Then the sky cried and cried.
Then the river nearby overflowed.
I realized, that the sky just cried a river of water.
But me, I cried an ocean of tears

Am I Ready to let this go?

Having a remarkable guy in your life
comes only once in a while.
but if you'll find another guy after your first,
for sure you will undergo a process called Letting go.

In simple word, letting go means moving on.
means, you have to forget him.
I had an experience on this.

Once I loved a remarkable guy.
I loved him for several years,
and yet, he doesn't know it until now.
only he knew, I had a crush on him.
that's all he knew.

then, it was our last meeting
he went on his way, and so i did.
we were just CLASSMATES.
but for me, more than it, I guess

I want to have some of his contact numbers
and his email add. but, I can't ask for these to
his friends.
Because maybe, they will notice what i feel for him.

Then, many years past.
Still, I can't forget him.
I don't even know why.
Maybe, some of what i like in a guy,I found on him.
Although, his not handsome, he is the first guy
I ever loved.

So, I consider him as my first love.
Yah, first puppy love, I guess.

then, at last, I had his number,
told by a friend.
Accidentally it happened.
His really not on my mind on that time.

Its like a feeling,
That a rock unexpectedly thrown on your head.
that was i felt.

I texted him.
I spent hundreds of pesos for a load.
Just a simple reply from him, made me happy.

After that, I knew him more.
his family background, his friends, his exes,
and his type to a girl.

I felt uneasy on that time.
And my heart beats faster
like it will explode.

And in the End of this Chapter,
he had a friend.. A girl..
and that girl has all his type to a girl.

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See how it hurts.
But, I need to move-on.
I need to find someone who could
take his place in my heart.
I wish, I he will never make me cry.
Sincerity. That is what I'm seeking for a guy
Loyalty. I want him to have.

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Love, I spent so many years finding it
Hugs, I want to experience even just for a while
Cares, make me feel it.
Songs, I want him to sing it for me.

Love Quotes-Tagalog

http://lonlisaint.tripod.com/id6.html


=)

Secret Crush

How do I tell you exactly how I feel
Would you believe me when I say its for real
Or would you walk away from me
Without even trying to seeI've felt like this for a while now
But I never told you, I don't know how
It's very hard for me to explain
But you always stopped me from going insane
For me you have always been there
You were the only person that would care
But my love for you continues to hide
My friend, without you I would have died
I'm afraid you won't feel the same
And you'll think its some game
But its not, this isn't from my head
It's from the heart, not some book I read
I like you more than just a friend
But you probably wouldn't understand
That's why I haven't told you about this feeling
Rejection is what I'm afraid it will bring
So I continue to have this "secret crush"
I want to tell you but the voices say to hush
So I keep it deep down in my heart
Afraid of everything falling apart

Happines and Heartaches

Being with someone doesn't guarantee happiness.
Finding your other half does.
It doesn't matter how long you've been along,
how long you've hoped, or how long you've waited.
There's no such thing as a perfect love story.
Heartaches will always be a part of loving.
but remember, though not perfect if that is meant for you,
it will stick with you till the end. no matter how tough it gets,
no matter how long you waited; Far from perfect but real!

Idea of falling in love

sometimes, we are in love in the idea of falling in love...
loving the illusion of having or missing someone...
its alright to feel happy through other people.
but don't get dependent on achieving happiness by being with someone...
love your self first before sharing your life
with somebody coz if you don't, you will always
look for people that can make you feel complete
and in the end, it will make you lose yourself more,
bit by bit...piece by piece..

don't give up!

never give up when everything falls into pieces...
never lose hope when everybody turns their back on you..
remember. life is not about being fair...
its about surpassing the unfair reality..

It's so confusing

what's sad about loving somebody?
it's when your not good enough
because somebody else occupies his mind and his heart
and you know you can't compete with that..

sometimes we say goodbye to the one we love
without wanting to..
but it doesn't mean we stop loving and caring..
coz sometimes, goodbye is a painful way of saying
i love you..

pag nagmahal, minsan masaya..
pero mas madalas masakit..
tapos tatawagin ka pang tanga ng iba..
kasi sinaktan ka na, sinasabi mo pa, "panu xa?"
di mo ba naisip?
ikaw, panu ka?

just because my eyes don't tear
doesn't mean my heart doesn't cry..
and just because i come out strong
doesn't mean there's nothing wrong..
often, i choose to pretend i'm happy so
i don't have to explain myself to people
who will never understand..
smiling has always been easier than explaining why i'm sad..

there are hopeless romantics..
in my case, i'm a hopeless dreamer
coz everytime i see you,
i'm reminded of my hopeless dream..

setting someone free is the hardest thing to do..
but it's not the tears you cried that makes it so hard..
it's the small piece of hope left inside your heart
that someday you'll still end up together..

love changed me.. the way i think, the way i act,
the way i decide..
sometimes, i even go againsts my principles
and beliefs in life..
loving doesn't mean i'll always be happy..
sometimes, all it provides me is pain and misery..
yet i was blinded by strong emotions
that i failed to see reality..
sometimes, letting go is the answer..
it hurts like hell, but i will soon realize that
it's better to see the person i love to be happy
with someone else than to be lonely with me..

how could you probably be friends with someone
when everytime you look at that person
you want to slap his face and shout:
"stop smiling, your stealing my heart..

ever had the feeling, you attempt and fight hard
to take someone off your mind and off your life
but each time you're in that person's presence..
you just can't help but fall..

there are things in life that you can't hold on forever,
no matter how hard you fight for it..
sometimes destiny isn't always good, it becomes playful..
when you met someone you learned to love,
you thought it was destiny who made your paths cross..
but what if making your paths cross is
just a part of hate game that the playful destiny creates?
making you realize in the end that the person you
thought was destined for you wasn't really meant to stay..
but is only destined to make you feel loved
and leave you when you've already fallen..

mahirap tanggapin na may mahal na siyang iba..
mahirap umasang balang araw babalik siya..
kahit mahirap.. kahit masakit..
pilit pa rin akong naghihintay
kahit siya na ang nagsasabing wala ng pag-asa..

i'm holding on to the thought that you're not mine anymore..
coz i know you already love someone else..
i'm gonna look at you in the eye, smile and say,
"you're not mine anymore.."
then walk away, turn around the last second and say,
"but i wish you were.."

loving isn't what we see but what we feel..
not how we listened but how we understand..
not how we forget but how we forgive..
loving is holding on even when the pain dares you to let go..

i didn't even asked him to love me..
all i wanted was a friendship to last a lifetime..
still he chose tobe a stranger,
leaving soon after he captured my heart..


kahit ilang beses pa akong magpaalam sa kanya,
babalik at babalik pa rin ako..
dahil hindi ko naman talaga kayang mawala siya..
isang hakbang ko lang palayo sa kanya, di ko na kaya..
paano pa kaya kung mawala siya ng tuluyan?..

"if pain must come, may it come quickly..
because i have a life to live and
i need to live it in the best way possible..
if he has to make a choice, may he make it now..
then i will either wait for him or forget him..
waiting is painful, forgetting is painful,,
but not knowing which to do is the worst kind of suffering.."

i cant imagine life without him,
when in reality i have lived a wonderful life before i knew him..
this is my reality for now..
living in that bitter sweet truth that
there is no part of him that i can call mine..

everyday i soak myself with reasons to forget him..
everyday i lie..
everyday i try to find strength to get me through..
and yet, everyday i die..

i wasn't aware that he came only to love me for a while..
i was aiming to be with him forever
but he's not willing to work it all out..
it hurts too much but all i can do is watch him go away..
and that's the end of it..
there goes my forever.. there goes my life..
i know he's gone but holding on to him has
became my way to keep me alive..

Letting Go

leaving is love you've suddenly outgrown can be heart breaking
but it only shows you are strong enough to walk away
from a relationship that no longer makes you happy.
moving out of your comfort zone can be downright scary...
but it also proves how brave you are to take on the unknown.
stronger, braver and wiser...
you always do a little growing' up every time you do a little letting go...

Empty Heart

Being single is cool.

No worrying about anyone.
No Obligations..
And the best of all, No heartaches..

But you know what?
If you will never get your heart broken,
you will never learn to love.

Annum of affection

How can love hold on so many months?

A passion lasts, we're told, not more than two.

Pleasure is more rich when passion clears,

Pouring forth from love to love renew.

Years of love can gather

to an ocean Tormented in its wild constancy.

When there's no wind, it seems bereft of motion;

Eastward, though, the waves roll wild and free.

No love can last unless there is the will.

Tapestries are woven by design.

Years pass and love continues,

stronger stillFor all the daily care to make it shine.

In life, if there is one, then we are blessed,

For whom we can be totally undressed;

Take off our selves and find our spirits fair;

Hunger for sweet love, and it is there.

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This is dedicated to my Bestfriend, Karen whose celebrating with her boyfriend their 12th Monthsary.

Happy One Year Karen!! =)

Goodbye Eznaira..

Thank You, once again..
For being my true friend.
You changed me.
I'm a bad influenced-girl,
then until I met you..
You taught and influenced me
a good one..

We, your friends,
were sad..
the time we had been waiting for comes.
Your now going another way.

Even you will turn in South,
we will gonna miss you.
Your laughs and corny jokes,
your hard body posture.

I'm feeling happy when I see you cheerful.
But now, we, your friends, will not see you always.
Coz' your in South and we were in other direction.

As this journey ends

Being a sophomore is fun.
I met a lot of friends.
A Lot of teachers..
Problems..
New People..
As this journey ends.. I want to make a wish.

I hope my wish will be grant,
Because this is for all of us..
I wish God guide each everyone of us.

I spent my 1/2 life attending school.
I've experience a lot of things..
papers to be done..
and pass it in the next day..
See, what school do to you..

In his memory

Sometimes, falling in love lead us to obsession.
Actually, its not sometimes.. it could be always.
Why can't we really forget this person who put
its footprints in our hearts?
Maybe this person is really special.

The reason why I'm doing this,
its because, I've experience that.
Lately, many questions were in my mind..
a lot of them, needs to be answer by me.
Some of these Questions were:

1.) why can't I forget him?
2.) why can't I replace him?
Even if there were a lot of good-looking guys anywhere?
3.) Why can't I seem to find anyone who could take his place?

These three questions were always in my mind..
seeking for answers..
But me, I physically, I just don't mind them..
But they are like trumpets that blowing in my ears..
And shouting this questions..

Why did I hide this kind of Feeling for years..
like other girls.. or some.. they just say to the guy they liked/loved
"I love You, do you feel the same??"
In my opinion, Why do I need to say that to him?
What if he say no?
I don't know what will I feel..
But for now.. I need to hide it.
Waiting for the time to come.

But, How long??
I've been waiting for years??
When will this time come??
When will I forget him?
and, When will I stop loving him??

In his memory,
Were just friends...
luckily, close..
But.. I want more than it..
just hoping..
But, could it happen??
I hope so.

Love Can Wait

Love CAN Wait!

but..
can HE/SHE wait forever?
unless HE/SHE is willing to.. =)

Waiting for you

Does it mean, i still love him?
why do i need to wait for 5 years?
is that mean, I am hoping, we
could be someday?
Could I express freely my feelings for you?
But I'm too hopeless.

Should I need to shout
that I love you?
Should everybody need
to know I love you?
Should I listen to my heart
instead of my mind?
Coz, my mind, says:
I need to forget you..
But my heart don't want to.

I know you have another.
But, is this "another"
truly loves you?
Could I trust her?
Coz' I don't want you
to get hurt.

I'm seeking advices to my friends
right now.. everyday...
So that, when you come,
I'm already prepared.
I wish I could talk to you privately.
I just need to say what I feel.

I hope one day,
we will meet.
And that day, is the day
I'm preparing for.

you stole my heart

Sometimes I just need to get away,
Be alone and by myself for just one day,
But half the time I don’t want to be apart,
Because I know for sure you've stolen my heart

Everytime

For everytime i told you that i fell in love
I would only count one star from up above
For everytime i told you that i felt this way
I could only count one puddle after a rain storm

Quotation

You ruin my life,
But you make it perfect,
Thinking about us makes me sad,

Lost Love =(

If I never met you, I wouldn't like you. If I didn't like you I wouldn't love you.
If I didn't love you I wouldn't miss you, but I did, I do and I will.

It takes a minute to like someone, and hour to love someone, but to forget someone takes a life time.

Hearts live by being wounded
Oscar Wilde

"Moving on is simple, it's what you leave behind that makes it so difficult"

I dont miss him, I miss who I thought he was

"My heart longs for you, my soul dies for you,
my eyes cry for you, my empty arms reach out for you."

"Don't Cry Over Someone That Won't Cry Over You"
"No Guy Is Worth Your Tears & When You Find
The One That Is He Won't Make You Cry"

"Forget who hurt you yesterday,
But don't forget who loves you tenderly today."

"Love can make you happy but often times it hurts, but love is only special when you give it to who its worth."

"The hardest part of loving someone is knowing when to let go, and knowing when to say goodbye."

"Forget the times he walked by, Forget the times he made you cry,
Forget the times he spoke your name, Remember now your not the same.
Forget the times he held your hand, Forget the sweet things if you can,
Forget the times & Don't pretend, Remember now he's just your friend."

"The day you finally decide to love me will be the day after the day I have given up on chasing you"

"I hate to see the one I love happy with somebody
but I surely hate it more to see the one I love unhappy with me..."

"I had a dream and it was about you ...
I smiled and recalled the memories we had ...
then I noticed a tear fell from my eyes ... you know why?
Coz in my dream you kissed me and said goodbye ..."

"If in this lifetime, I wont get to have you,
I'll make sure that if I meet you in my next life
I wont have to think twice on saying that "I waited a lifetime to say I love you...""

"If someone you love hurts you cry a river, build a bridge, and get over it."

"Never be sad for what is over, just be glad that it was once yours."

"I’m going to smile and make you think I’m happy, I’m going to laugh, so you don’t see me cry,
I’m going to let you go in style, and even if it kills me- I’m going to smile."

'Tis better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all."

"The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost."

"The hottest love has the coldest end."

"Some of us think holding on makes us strong; but sometimes it is letting go."

" For few love can last a lifetime, but for many not knowing when to let go can hold them back forever. "

You broke me, you broke my heart, you broke everything! You
turned my world upside down and inside out, BUT I know it was worth it for
that one moment of love we had, it's a shame it went bad.....

"If You Really Love Something Set It Free.
If It Comes Back It's Yours, If Not It Wasn't Meant To Be"

"Some Day You'll Cry For Me Like I Cried For You,
Some Day You'll Miss Me Like I Missed You,
Some Day You'll Need Me Like I Needed You,
Some Day You'll Love Me But I Won't Love You"

Time will make you forget me but time will make me love you more than before.

Success=)

At last! our suffering has ended!=)
Me and my group mates in CCF was
assigned to discuss Santo Niño.
We (the 4 of us. )
do our part.

This was discussed by our Teacher, Ms. Mac
Last week before Intramurals, Thats
1st week of February.

Age Matters..

Some of us Fall in love in a wrong time.
in a wrong person, and in a wrong age.

Forget About Me (lyrics)

Hmm
Whoaaa
Oohhh
Yeahh

You said it wasn't
Gonna be like
It was before
Then it happened again
Pushing me back
Out the door
Thought it would be
For real this time
Love me forget
About the signs
So now what do I do
Now, that I know
That we're through

Wish that I
Could move on
Can't let go
It's too strong
Just like that
And then you're gone
Is this how
You wanted it to be
Everything you had to say
Sent the tears
Right down my face
Now I'm trying to escape
The misery

[Chorus:]
Why don't you love me
The way I loved you
It feels so crazy
Cause I dunno
What I did to you
If you're gonna hurt me
Then do it quickly
Cause I'm tired of cryin'
If you don't wanna
Stick around
Then, baby
Forget about me

Too late, sorry
I didn't even
Have the chance
You said you were happy
Baby
I don't understand
Gave you everything
You asked for
And was ready
To give you a lot more
I would've given you
The world
Right in the palm
Of your hand

Wish that I
Could move on
Can't let go
It's too strong
Just like that
And then you're gone
Was this how
You wanted it to be
Everything you had to say
Sent the tears
Right down my face
Now I'm trying to escape
The misery

[Chorus]

Boy
My heart was true
And that you can't deny
Don't be a fool
And walk away
From all the lies
It's up to you
Cause heaven knows
I've tried
Tell me
You're still in love
Yeahhhh
Ohh

[Chorus]

Forget about me
I really loved you...

Mistress

A week ago, my friend got jealous.
Because A girl named Leah, saying I love you
and calling his boyfriend "myne"

Monday Last week, during our computer class,
we had our free time. Because our teacher
was absent due to her Pregnancy, My friend
was browsing the profile of Leah in friendster
and in Multiply. She saw a lot of Guys in
Leah's Profile.

She called me and said: "Mica, Please sign in in friendster!"
then I said yes. We view the profile of her boyfriend.
Her boyfriend featured Leah in his friends' list.

My friend was shocked (not very)
She said to me, that she was calling me
last night (sunday night) to seek Advice.
I wasn't using my Globe SIm card on that time.
Instead, I'm using my Sun Cellular Sim.

My friend told me, that she was very jealous and unhappy.
In our whole day in School, we were talking about her boyfriend.

She said they talked last night, and her boyfriend denied it.
rather said; Leah was his close friend only.
His boyfriend also said: That Leah might have a crush on my friend's Boyfriend. And leaving him " I love you myne" comments in his friendster profile.

My friend's Boyfriend loves my friend very much.
They just celebrated their 10th Monthsary of their relationship.

It was our Dismissal, She forced me to stay with her until 6 pm.
Then I said Yes to her.
My friend called her boyfriend.
Our Friends and Including us, were standing in front of the
Pay Phone.

I will describe my friend being very jealous since I knew her.
And I am sure, her boyfriend knows her more.

My friend, together all of us, Called her Boyfriend's Cell Number. And they talked and talked and talked...

And lastly, My friend, apologized and
his boyfriend did apologized also.

And they were Okay now..
yipeee!!

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Wanna know what we had learned?

-> having trust with our BF/GF is one of the maid ingredient of a good relationship. We need to be Loyal. If we don't love our GF/BF I suggest to say it to him/her well. So that he/she would understand it. Say the reasons why you need to go.

But still, We will hurt him/her...

A love to remeber

Some people fall in love in a very young age. And I am one of it. I have now my first love actually. But it hurts me much. You know why? Because he doesn't know I like him.
And I am damn shy to tell him.

But now, I'm forgetting him..
I'm forcing myself to do it.

Anyway. For me falling in love is not the most ideal thing to do..
It doesn't mean, when you fall in love, HE/SHE completes you..
But when you know the truth, that if he/she likes you also,
there are 2 possible emotion you could feel..
And that if you'll be happy or Be depressed.

Some people, when they fall in love, they got obsessed
and mostly girls do.

violet man

I am a quiet and simple. It was Valentines Day, Me and my brother and 2 sisters went to Alabang town Center. We went there, so that our Parents will have a Romantic Bonding. My father told us that he has a plan in taking mom in a Romantic date. So we left them. We gone for more or less 5 hours. We left at 4:00pm and We arrived at 9:00pm. We want to shop but our brother, whose older than all of us was not in good mood.. In my mind, coz' he had no valentine=)).
We also had fun in taking pictures and walking.. haha.. At nearly 7:30pm, we ate our supper in Friday's. We just spent PHP 1,700 for our food. And my brother paid it.. =)...


Then its already time.. We left ATC.
We rode Bus..


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The Bus was full. Were lucky because we are the first to aboard.
We sat at the most back part of the Bus.. then my brother and my 2 sisters, sat in front of me.. My seatmate was the two guys who I will describe as thin and approximately 13 or 14. Their were calling someone. I heard a Voice of a girl. Maybe she was the girlfriend or a friend of the boys.

Then we paid our fare. Our tip is from ATC to Casimiro.
And I think we will consume 30-40 mins.

Then the bus stopped near or mostly in front of SM Southmall, where they can aboard many Passengers.

Then The bus was very full. Some of the Passengers were Standing. And mostly of them were., boys.

Then my Attention was caught when 3 people (A couple and their guy friend.) aboared the bus. And they were saying : The bus is full, we will just Stand up...
They were wearing violet, jeans and rubber shoes.

The Guy, whose the friend of the couple were actually look alike of my former crush. They were too close.. really.. But I felt just LIKE not LOve..

He has a bag.. (body bag) cream-colored. and I don't know what brand was that.
In that time.. I know he looked at me.. and maybe he knows I'm looking at him..

Then, the bus was in Admiral.. Some of the passengers go down..
So, many seats were vacant..

Then, My brother was calling me, He said: Hey, transfer here.. There is a vacant seat waiting for you.. Then I stood up. Then The Guy... (whose the friend of the couple) is also want to seat there..

Then He smiled and said: The seat is yours..I'm Sorry.. I'll just stand up.. =)
then I thanked him for being a gentleman.

I was seated then. The Boyfriend of the Girl. is used to seat at the right side.. But an Old man rode the bus and he want to seat where the Boyfriend of the Girl, used to seat.. Then His friend.. Said: Let the old man seat.. Be respectful..

Then I liked this guy whose very Gentleman and have a respect in the old man..

Then.. He was standing beside me.. I am texting o my dad, because he will fetch us in front of 7 11..

Then I was browsing our recently taken images in my celphone.. Then I know he was looking.. So.. I looked a him.. (not literally)

Then its the time to leave.. But I want to know any Information about him.. I'm okay to his email add.. I wish I could ask him..

The rediculous part is, I was thinking and planning in my mind..
And wondering, What will I do to know him? Then a lot of ideas came into my mind.. Some of them were: I will gonna leave my wallet or any of my belongings so that he will see that and he will run to me and give my (lost) belonging.. then there, I will know his name.. or any contact details about him..

But I'm too amn shy to ask nor to talk..
DAMN!DAMN!! DAMN!!

thats my sickness: being Shy..

But its too late to do the plan..
We get off the bus.. But before that,
I looked and Smile at him.. =)

Then my body language (if he know)
means, bye=|

Then Until now.. I want to hear about that "remarkable guy"
I've met in the Bus..

I want to ask my cousin about what school is that.. But I think she doesn't know it.. Coz the one he (the remarkable young man) wear, was like, there was an event happening in there school.. And He looks like a Senior High School student or a Freshmen College Student..

I like what he showed...
I wish we will see each other again..