Standing up and facing life. It goes on like river flows.
This has been my motto for the past few months after I had my first heartbreak.
Afterwards, it, my romantic side has been planted like seeds underneath because it's been waiting for something to further grow. I believe that life isn't as complicated as it is for my perspective. I think that people makes it complicated. If you want to do something, better say it now or leave it unspoken and fading till forever. What has been happening now is as extraordinary as every girl wants-- to be treasured like a princess.
My life is simple. Simple as I think I am inside.
Its complexity comes out every time I face God's trials for me.
One day, I wake up with my longing heart. Expecting a miracle that I might share this sweetness of me with the rightful one. And I hope one day also, I could meet my Four ❤️
Love comes unexpectedly so as I met this guy.
Lets call him Dimps.
He's cool, smart, sophisticated and physics nerd.
I dunno why but Physics has not been my type ever since HS. But he loves Physics as much as I hate it. Hahaha Friction VS Force 👍
I have confessions to make.
Ever since I've been feeling special with him, life feels like great.
Like you have your best friend with you as your ahya, your classmate, your adviser or even a tutor. I actually been feeling special lately but I don't like to confront him on what we really are. What are we doing and where would this lead to.
I am not sure of what I feel for him.
He's also my best friend and my special someone.
Special in a sense that he treats me well and so as I do to him.
It's not of a returning a favor but letting him feel that on what I am feeling, he puts smile on my face 😋
Whenever I'm with him, it feels like Love has been much more extraordinary.
Love is not just to the extent of romantic love alone, but it comes with friendship and sacrifice and hope. I don't wanna be rude but, when I met him, I just got from a confrontation of the guy I was formerly dating. But this guy hasn't accepted yet the fact that it is over. But apart from that reason is Dimps. Maybe I found comfort and compatibility among our interests with him and not to the guy I used to date. I hope one day he'll find someone who he could share his life with.
Every time I bond with Dimps, I feel like he's going to be one of my closest friend. And maybe in God's will, he could be the one. He supports me in any possible way. He laughs with me, jogs with me and even play Monopoly deal with me during my breaks.
What I appreciate the most is the fact that he travels down South in order to, uhmm maybe see me? Haha! Sometimes I'll wake up with a message of "ATC later?" Or "tara let's bond. I'm on my way there. Meet you at Times" it doesn't creep me out. It actually is sweet as candy haha 😆. Thank God I always have time to meet him.
Compensation and Cooperation.
Mutualism and Effort.
Maybe that are the ingredients of a happy relationship.
Relationship that friends could have and also as lovers.
Things might be dull, dark and unfair as we look from our past actions,
But with an enlightenment and as we seek courage to get through trials,
I know that there is no way we won't able to survive it.
Life is complicated, but not God's trials.
He is full of trust and really believes in us.
By any chance, I'd like to thank God for sending
him to me because with him I am not just Paula,
I am everyday a better version of me. :)
