Waiting for you

Does it mean, i still love him?
why do i need to wait for 5 years?
is that mean, I am hoping, we
could be someday?
Could I express freely my feelings for you?
But I'm too hopeless.

Should I need to shout
that I love you?
Should everybody need
to know I love you?
Should I listen to my heart
instead of my mind?
Coz, my mind, says:
I need to forget you..
But my heart don't want to.

I know you have another.
But, is this "another"
truly loves you?
Could I trust her?
Coz' I don't want you
to get hurt.

I'm seeking advices to my friends
right now.. everyday...
So that, when you come,
I'm already prepared.
I wish I could talk to you privately.
I just need to say what I feel.

I hope one day,
we will meet.
And that day, is the day
I'm preparing for.