It's been a long time since I had it fixed. A very long time since I first loved. It was so perfect. Wonderful. Full of hugs and kisses that even roses could be painted white for our Love's purity. It all started with "hi." And considering that I was just an ordinary 17 year old girl from South. All I know is that Love comes unexpectedly and it did for me.
It was awful.
Terribly painful when I had ended it.
But who would've known that it is your ending? Neither have I.
But after months and months of fixing myself up, having a new hairstyle and fitting in to a new environment, I realized that God has something in stored for me. Something I know that would blow me up when I face it. And that is second chance.
I promised Mom that I would finish my degrees first before I let someone in my life again... And this someone is special. But how and what if he comes early? What if I can't take it anymore? What if I mess things up again? What if I fall in love once again?
One thing I am sure of, and that is God's perfect timing.
To my future McDreamy, I promise to be the better Paula anyone could ever known.
I might be bad way back but I promise that when the right time comes, I know I'm perfect for you. ❤️