The story as it is written!
My mom only had one eye...
I hated her...
She was such an embarrassment.
She cooked for students and teachers to support the family.
There was this one day during elementary school where my mom came to say hello to me.
I was so embarrassed.
How could she do this to me? I ignored her, threw her a hateful look and ran out.
The next day at school one of my classmates said, 'EEEE, your mom only has one eye!'
I wanted to bury myself...
I also wanted my mom to just disappear.
I confronted her that day and said, ' If you're only gonna make me a laughing stock, why don't you just die?'
My mom did not respond...
I didn't even stop to think for a second about what I had said, because I was full of anger.
I was oblivious to her feelings.
I wanted out of that house, and have nothing to do with her.
So I studied real hard, got a chance to go abroad to study.
Then, I got married...
I bought a house of my own...
I had kids of my own.
I was happy with my life, my kids and the comforts.
Then one day, my Mother came to visit me.
She hadn't seen me in years and she didn't even meet her grandchildren.
When she stood by the door, my children laughed at her, and I yelled at her for coming over uninvited.
I screamed at her, 'How dare you come to my house and scare my children!' GET OUT OF HERE! NOW!!!'
And to this, my mother quietly answered, 'Oh, I'm so sorry.
I may have gotten the wrong address,' and she disappeared out of sight.
One day, a letter regarding a school reunion came to my house.
So I lied to my wife that I was going on a business trip.
After the reunion, I went to the old shack (My old home) just out of curiosity.
My neighbors said that she died.
I did not shed a single tear.
They handed me a letter that she had wanted me to have......
'My dearest son,
I think of you all the time.
I'm sorry that I came to your house and scared your children.
I was so glad when I heard you were coming for the reunion.
But I may not be able to even get out of bed to see you.
I'm sorry that I was a constant embarrassment to you when you were growing up.
You see........when you were very little, you got into an accident, and lost your eye.
As a mother, I couldn't stand watching you having to grow up with one eye.
So I gave you mine.
I was so proud of my son who was seeing a whole new world for me, in my place, with that eye.
With all my love to you,
You're Loving Mother."
The following day, the guy committed suicide by consuming cyanide...
There is no love greater than a mother's for her children, ever!
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This is written by a friend of mine, Alvin Rolda.
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
False Pretends.
Happy as what we are before.
Now, together we are as one.
But, I'm still looking for more.
This is not what I want to be done.
Memories were forgotten,
even remembering it was forbidden.
But even if it is heaven for me to look on,
It makes me feel I'm still in its bottom.
As what we seen,
Loving you is my greatest win.
Having you do not pursuits loneliness.
Falling for you is such happiness.
But then, it falls like droplets during rains.
Tears falls down too instantly.
The pain that ruins my entire day,
how come this life be so delay?
Now, hate this kind of affection.
But somehow, it made me realized
that loving you is my greatest mistake.
Now, together we are as one.
But, I'm still looking for more.
This is not what I want to be done.
Memories were forgotten,
even remembering it was forbidden.
But even if it is heaven for me to look on,
It makes me feel I'm still in its bottom.
As what we seen,
Loving you is my greatest win.
Having you do not pursuits loneliness.
Falling for you is such happiness.
But then, it falls like droplets during rains.
Tears falls down too instantly.
The pain that ruins my entire day,
how come this life be so delay?
Now, hate this kind of affection.
But somehow, it made me realized
that loving you is my greatest mistake.
Seeing a Falling Star
Having you is like a sudden fall of a star.
like a light coming towards the earth.
unending love of ours,
please, prove to me that it's really worth.
My life for long is as bad as a gladiator.
I have to fight for it.
yet I know, loosing was soon to have been.
But then, an angel came by..
and her mission is to fix my broken heart.
How come this girl has caught this
fool guy's heart
that has been left with no one and with tears.
am I ready to let this go?
or I have to look back
and try once more to have her heart once more?
Remembering those past days is such depressing.
but why am I still want to love her back?
though I know I cannot have her?
I must look on what has happened to me.
And to already prove in me that
love is like a battlefield.
I already have this "new" girl.
An angel has fallen in my sight.
That forever I do not want for us be apart.
we have each others' heart.
that at first, has started with a ONCE UPON A TIME.
and would END in a Happily ever after:)
like a light coming towards the earth.
unending love of ours,
please, prove to me that it's really worth.
My life for long is as bad as a gladiator.
I have to fight for it.
yet I know, loosing was soon to have been.
But then, an angel came by..
and her mission is to fix my broken heart.
How come this girl has caught this
fool guy's heart
that has been left with no one and with tears.
am I ready to let this go?
or I have to look back
and try once more to have her heart once more?
Remembering those past days is such depressing.
but why am I still want to love her back?
though I know I cannot have her?
I must look on what has happened to me.
And to already prove in me that
love is like a battlefield.
I already have this "new" girl.
An angel has fallen in my sight.
That forever I do not want for us be apart.
we have each others' heart.
that at first, has started with a ONCE UPON A TIME.
and would END in a Happily ever after:)
The Pianist's Heart
I remember the days I first play this piece...
how crazy I am of having him in my life,
how stupid I am in loving him so badly.
This is how I was before.
that I do not want to be once more.
Now, everything has change.
not because destiny made its way.
but to change my life from black to beige.
for me to look onto the new world clearly in each day
I was once awaited for a guy to love me back.
but It took me so long.
I wish loving u is as easy as Dora brings backpack .
I wish moving on is as easy as Dora moving forward.
I wish forgetting you is like Map,
which hands me the real path to let you go.
How i wish life isn't a rough way to walk on.
This is life, live on it.
be happy as you are right now.
Do not look no more in the past:)
how crazy I am of having him in my life,
how stupid I am in loving him so badly.
This is how I was before.
that I do not want to be once more.
Now, everything has change.
not because destiny made its way.
but to change my life from black to beige.
for me to look onto the new world clearly in each day
I was once awaited for a guy to love me back.
but It took me so long.
I wish loving u is as easy as Dora brings backpack .
I wish moving on is as easy as Dora moving forward.
I wish forgetting you is like Map,
which hands me the real path to let you go.
How i wish life isn't a rough way to walk on.
This is life, live on it.
be happy as you are right now.
Do not look no more in the past:)
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