It was awful.
Terribly painful when I had ended it.
But who would've known that it is your ending? Neither have I.
But after months and months of fixing myself up, having a new hairstyle and fitting in to a new environment, I realized that God has something in stored for me. Something I know that would blow me up when I face it. And that is second chance.
I promised Mom that I would finish my degrees first before I let someone in my life again... And this someone is special. But how and what if he comes early? What if I can't take it anymore? What if I mess things up again? What if I fall in love once again?
One thing I am sure of, and that is God's perfect timing.
To my future McDreamy, I promise to be the better Paula anyone could ever known.
I might be bad way back but I promise that when the right time comes, I know I'm perfect for you. ❤️