Sometimes, falling in love lead us to obsession.
Actually, its not sometimes.. it could be always.
Why can't we really forget this person who put
its footprints in our hearts?
Maybe this person is really special.
The reason why I'm doing this,
its because, I've experience that.
Lately, many questions were in my mind..
a lot of them, needs to be answer by me.
Some of these Questions were:
1.) why can't I forget him?
2.) why can't I replace him?
Even if there were a lot of good-looking guys anywhere?
3.) Why can't I seem to find anyone who could take his place?
These three questions were always in my mind..
seeking for answers..
But me, I physically, I just don't mind them..
But they are like trumpets that blowing in my ears..
And shouting this questions..
Why did I hide this kind of Feeling for years..
like other girls.. or some.. they just say to the guy they liked/loved
"I love You, do you feel the same??"
In my opinion, Why do I need to say that to him?
What if he say no?
I don't know what will I feel..
But for now.. I need to hide it.
Waiting for the time to come.
But, How long??
I've been waiting for years??
When will this time come??
When will I forget him?
and, When will I stop loving him??
In his memory,
Were just friends...
luckily, close..
But.. I want more than it..
just hoping..
But, could it happen??
I hope so.
