I want to know what did you find in me that feels adorable and feels like love. I’ve always wanted to ask every guy who had said they love me to the extent of asking them how I became so adorable? How I’m able to satisfy their “checklist” they’re looking for a girl. Believe me, I’m sorry for you. The next one.
I’m a girl from South who speaks conyo as my main language. I’m fashionable, stylish, nerd like but not look alike. On dates, I usually do the speaking however I’m afraid that the guy I’m with would find me talkative just because I don’t want the date to be as awkward as hell. I live with books and baking. I want to cook but I guess I can’t cook since I tried but it has never been for me. Most guys want to have a girlfriend who will cook for them every time they have tiring, stressful or messy day but the girl is not me. I don’t cook. But I can bake.
I’m bossy, I’m kind of OC, I like things be put in their proper places. I often wake up during late night because I can’t sleep. It takes me a couple of hours just to fall asleep as I lay down on my bed and pray. I am a Christian. I love God. I’ve always wanting to bring my next one at my church and praise and worship God together as our bonding. Also growing together with God is the center of me and as well as the center of my basis.
I’m picky on foods especially I don’t like eating spicy foods or grilled foods since I’m health conscious. I like Chinese cuisine better than of Japanese. I don’t like eating chocolates or receiving roses during The 14th of February. I want simply a man who I can treasure the time with, with no expenses at all just plain bonding time. Now, if you’ll be the next person who will fall in love with me, be guided with my characteristics and issues. I have this fairy tale dream of wanting a best friend to be my forever love. But as we all know, reality is better than dreams. Also, I have a Chinese blood. I'm a Chinese. It's more dominant than my Spanish and Filipino bloodline and so as you know, I don't have these so called "Great Wall". Oftentimes my Tagalog sucks, so as my English. Bare with me. Also, I like to bake. Flour, confectioner's sugar, granulated sugar, eggs and butter have always been present in my kitchen and as well as the gas tank. Here it proves that I love baking much much more than of cooking. I think I like to cook but I love to bake.
Now, if you are really in love with me. You should accept who I am and what I am. Please don’t give up. Please never get tired of proving me that you love me. As you know, I notice everything. Your efforts, your sacrifices and of course your great love for me. However I am not as perfect as you think. I am imperfectly perfect.
Tell me you love me everyday, Give time for me, Tell me you love my conyo accent, choice of food, love for God and my talkativeness. Promise if you do these I will surely melt and blush.
Make time and effort to know who I am, make me smile, love me for who I am. With that I would surely like you back. Maybe you’re the man I’m waiting for. Maybe you’re my “the one.”
