Confused

The days were over,
the crazy mornings of Tuesdays
on how heartbeats react
how could it be so detached?


Not even normal, so it seemed.
Electricity over my skin.
Now I see forever passing by,
I'd cough somewhat I don't know why.


There's something wrong between now and forever.
Now how could it be so wrong?
that has been promised by forever.
Forever would it be like this?
Forever would it still change?


Goodbye forever, is it time for us to walk away?
Changing the memories of yesterday.
Would I still feel the heartbeat
That was once full of love?


Half alive I am right now.
don’t know what to do nor feel.
should I go or stay?
would I let our memories fade?


I won't give up,
this is my motivation.
Regardless of the efforts I've done,
just to swallow my pride.
I miss you.
trully I am.
Would I say goodbye,
just for this time?


Farewell, my forever.
Is it time for us to regain heartbeats
that are now fading away?
Is it time to let go?
will there be still tomorrow?