I won't give up

When I look into your eyes
It's like watching the night sky
Or a beautiful sunrise
There's so much they hold
And just like them old stars
I see that you've come so far
To be right where you are
How old is your soul?


I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up


And when you're needing your space
To do some navigating
I'll be here patiently waiting
To see what you find


'Cause even the stars they burn
Some even fall to the earth
We've got a lot to learn
God knows we're worth it
No, I won't give up


I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily
I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make
Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use the tools and gifts we got Yeah, we got a lot at stake
And in the end you're still my friend, at least we did intend for us to work We didn't break, we didn't burn
We had to learn how to bend without the world caving in
I had to learn what I've got, and what I'm not
And who I am


So easy is our life, what's mine is yours and yours mine. Hardly do we ever fight, we'd rather be kind

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get dark
Healing this broken heart
And I know I'm worth it
I'm worth it


I won't give up on us
God knows I'm tough,
I am loved, we've got a lot to learn
God knows we're worth it


No, I won't give up on us
God knows I'm tough, he knows
We've got a lot to learn
And we're worth it

I won't give up (repeat untill end)

Confused

The days were over,
the crazy mornings of Tuesdays
on how heartbeats react
how could it be so detached?


Not even normal, so it seemed.
Electricity over my skin.
Now I see forever passing by,
I'd cough somewhat I don't know why.


There's something wrong between now and forever.
Now how could it be so wrong?
that has been promised by forever.
Forever would it be like this?
Forever would it still change?


Goodbye forever, is it time for us to walk away?
Changing the memories of yesterday.
Would I still feel the heartbeat
That was once full of love?


Half alive I am right now.
don’t know what to do nor feel.
should I go or stay?
would I let our memories fade?


I won't give up,
this is my motivation.
Regardless of the efforts I've done,
just to swallow my pride.
I miss you.
trully I am.
Would I say goodbye,
just for this time?


Farewell, my forever.
Is it time for us to regain heartbeats
that are now fading away?
Is it time to let go?
will there be still tomorrow?

Captivated

Last night, I had this dream which I guess tackles about the guy whom I always dreamed about but having no idea who he is. Today is my Mom's 54th Birthday and also my interview for the COCI Scholarship. In Filipino Catholic tradition, people used to go to the church usually during mornings in able to be bless. As a Filipino Catholic, my Mom did it earlier so she woke me up at 6am just to be notified that I am in charge of the house since they'll be away for a moment. And also to sleep beside my youngest sister, Marie because she'll be alone in the room. (Coz Marie sleeps beside my parents in their room). So here it goes, my "fairytale" inspired dream happened last night. Actually it was my 2nd one, and having still the same person I'm always dreaming about. Honestly, I don't know who this person was. I guess he's someone close to me. But I have no relationship or some sort of a crush with anybody. I don't know who's this guy. But either the way I know him or not, I recognize this dream as one of my favorite. Coz this is what I think I want to happen during my first meeting with my potential boyfriend. :)

The DREAM My precious dream started with me going to UST for some friend meeting reasons. I was wearing a floral orange and blue summer inspired maxi dress, a brown mini satchel bag across my chest and positioned in my left side waist, my foot wear was my favorite black gladiator sandals and I was wearing also my black RayBan sunnies. Also I have with me my sister's SLR camera which happened to be dangled on my neck. I was walking with a friend and she told me that she'll be calling our another friend whose having her class during my visit.
My friend left me in the plaza area of UST (pic main bldg) And there as I was waiting for them, I took pictures of the bldg. and suddenly... As I was viewing my previous shot, I accidentaly bumped a guy in my back. OMG... Then I said sorry. Coz he dropped his drink. Then he said, "Yah. It's okay. I'm good." Then I thought he was leaving coz he's cleaning his uniform. suddenly he asked. "so you're a photography student?" I replied with a smile, "uhmm. Nope. Just visiting some friends and also taking pictures of UST's great old buildings. Of course I didn't ask him if he's a Thomasian since he's already wearing the school's uniform :)) Him: "So you're waiting for them, aren't you"? Me: "I am. So uhm is this the main building of the university?" Him: "Yah. In there is the museum." So by the way I'm (name forgotten :( ) Me: Mine's Pie. So we went to Tokyo Tokyo to grab some Red Iced Tea. He's very kind coz he had this little walk with me and some chat. Then we were at the stairs and it was so crowded, then suddenly I didn't notice I was getting nearer to him... even closer. Then somebody just pushed me and I landed on his chest then he put his arms on me and smiled. I was so blessed having a gentleman with me. He knows that I was already being hurt by the elbows, arm pushes of the students. then he asked me if I'm okay, Then I said "Thank You." After that, we went back to the main building, and there I saw my friends. They asked me where was I. I told them I went for a walk with him :""> insert emoticon... haha. then I said goodbye to him.. and he told me: "I wish I could bond with you again" I smiled and said: "Me either. *smiles* Then I went in the car and wave to him. end! :)

Moments in blue

Those days and nights of silence
Together with this beat from mine,
Playing songs of such loneliness,
For a moment even for a short while.


Melodies that once was silent.
Has turned into a song from stone.
Now, a heart full of love,
With memories that just got home
Few steps back then,
Footprints marked on sand,
Tracking where it belongs,
Looking forward for a better song.


On the flash waves of present
Here comes a lone message in a bottle.
With a flower in violet,
That took place where summer meets June
Now I’m waiting for it to bloom.


Are you heaven’s sent?
Prayers were told because of it.
Coz the cover’s too tight,
Would it’ll be open and make sign?