Empty Heart

Being single is cool.

No worrying about anyone.
No Obligations..
And the best of all, No heartaches..

But you know what?
If you will never get your heart broken,
you will never learn to love.

Annum of affection

How can love hold on so many months?

A passion lasts, we're told, not more than two.

Pleasure is more rich when passion clears,

Pouring forth from love to love renew.

Years of love can gather

to an ocean Tormented in its wild constancy.

When there's no wind, it seems bereft of motion;

Eastward, though, the waves roll wild and free.

No love can last unless there is the will.

Tapestries are woven by design.

Years pass and love continues,

stronger stillFor all the daily care to make it shine.

In life, if there is one, then we are blessed,

For whom we can be totally undressed;

Take off our selves and find our spirits fair;

Hunger for sweet love, and it is there.

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This is dedicated to my Bestfriend, Karen whose celebrating with her boyfriend their 12th Monthsary.

Happy One Year Karen!! =)

Goodbye Eznaira..

Thank You, once again..
For being my true friend.
You changed me.
I'm a bad influenced-girl,
then until I met you..
You taught and influenced me
a good one..

We, your friends,
were sad..
the time we had been waiting for comes.
Your now going another way.

Even you will turn in South,
we will gonna miss you.
Your laughs and corny jokes,
your hard body posture.

I'm feeling happy when I see you cheerful.
But now, we, your friends, will not see you always.
Coz' your in South and we were in other direction.

As this journey ends

Being a sophomore is fun.
I met a lot of friends.
A Lot of teachers..
Problems..
New People..
As this journey ends.. I want to make a wish.

I hope my wish will be grant,
Because this is for all of us..
I wish God guide each everyone of us.

I spent my 1/2 life attending school.
I've experience a lot of things..
papers to be done..
and pass it in the next day..
See, what school do to you..

In his memory

Sometimes, falling in love lead us to obsession.
Actually, its not sometimes.. it could be always.
Why can't we really forget this person who put
its footprints in our hearts?
Maybe this person is really special.

The reason why I'm doing this,
its because, I've experience that.
Lately, many questions were in my mind..
a lot of them, needs to be answer by me.
Some of these Questions were:

1.) why can't I forget him?
2.) why can't I replace him?
Even if there were a lot of good-looking guys anywhere?
3.) Why can't I seem to find anyone who could take his place?

These three questions were always in my mind..
seeking for answers..
But me, I physically, I just don't mind them..
But they are like trumpets that blowing in my ears..
And shouting this questions..

Why did I hide this kind of Feeling for years..
like other girls.. or some.. they just say to the guy they liked/loved
"I love You, do you feel the same??"
In my opinion, Why do I need to say that to him?
What if he say no?
I don't know what will I feel..
But for now.. I need to hide it.
Waiting for the time to come.

But, How long??
I've been waiting for years??
When will this time come??
When will I forget him?
and, When will I stop loving him??

In his memory,
Were just friends...
luckily, close..
But.. I want more than it..
just hoping..
But, could it happen??
I hope so.

Love Can Wait

Love CAN Wait!

but..
can HE/SHE wait forever?
unless HE/SHE is willing to.. =)

Waiting for you

Does it mean, i still love him?
why do i need to wait for 5 years?
is that mean, I am hoping, we
could be someday?
Could I express freely my feelings for you?
But I'm too hopeless.

Should I need to shout
that I love you?
Should everybody need
to know I love you?
Should I listen to my heart
instead of my mind?
Coz, my mind, says:
I need to forget you..
But my heart don't want to.

I know you have another.
But, is this "another"
truly loves you?
Could I trust her?
Coz' I don't want you
to get hurt.

I'm seeking advices to my friends
right now.. everyday...
So that, when you come,
I'm already prepared.
I wish I could talk to you privately.
I just need to say what I feel.

I hope one day,
we will meet.
And that day, is the day
I'm preparing for.

you stole my heart

Sometimes I just need to get away,
Be alone and by myself for just one day,
But half the time I don’t want to be apart,
Because I know for sure you've stolen my heart

Everytime

For everytime i told you that i fell in love
I would only count one star from up above
For everytime i told you that i felt this way
I could only count one puddle after a rain storm

Quotation

You ruin my life,
But you make it perfect,
Thinking about us makes me sad,

Lost Love =(

If I never met you, I wouldn't like you. If I didn't like you I wouldn't love you.
If I didn't love you I wouldn't miss you, but I did, I do and I will.

It takes a minute to like someone, and hour to love someone, but to forget someone takes a life time.

Hearts live by being wounded
Oscar Wilde

"Moving on is simple, it's what you leave behind that makes it so difficult"

I dont miss him, I miss who I thought he was

"My heart longs for you, my soul dies for you,
my eyes cry for you, my empty arms reach out for you."

"Don't Cry Over Someone That Won't Cry Over You"
"No Guy Is Worth Your Tears & When You Find
The One That Is He Won't Make You Cry"

"Forget who hurt you yesterday,
But don't forget who loves you tenderly today."

"Love can make you happy but often times it hurts, but love is only special when you give it to who its worth."

"The hardest part of loving someone is knowing when to let go, and knowing when to say goodbye."

"Forget the times he walked by, Forget the times he made you cry,
Forget the times he spoke your name, Remember now your not the same.
Forget the times he held your hand, Forget the sweet things if you can,
Forget the times & Don't pretend, Remember now he's just your friend."

"The day you finally decide to love me will be the day after the day I have given up on chasing you"

"I hate to see the one I love happy with somebody
but I surely hate it more to see the one I love unhappy with me..."

"I had a dream and it was about you ...
I smiled and recalled the memories we had ...
then I noticed a tear fell from my eyes ... you know why?
Coz in my dream you kissed me and said goodbye ..."

"If in this lifetime, I wont get to have you,
I'll make sure that if I meet you in my next life
I wont have to think twice on saying that "I waited a lifetime to say I love you...""

"If someone you love hurts you cry a river, build a bridge, and get over it."

"Never be sad for what is over, just be glad that it was once yours."

"I’m going to smile and make you think I’m happy, I’m going to laugh, so you don’t see me cry,
I’m going to let you go in style, and even if it kills me- I’m going to smile."

'Tis better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all."

"The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost."

"The hottest love has the coldest end."

"Some of us think holding on makes us strong; but sometimes it is letting go."

" For few love can last a lifetime, but for many not knowing when to let go can hold them back forever. "

You broke me, you broke my heart, you broke everything! You
turned my world upside down and inside out, BUT I know it was worth it for
that one moment of love we had, it's a shame it went bad.....

"If You Really Love Something Set It Free.
If It Comes Back It's Yours, If Not It Wasn't Meant To Be"

"Some Day You'll Cry For Me Like I Cried For You,
Some Day You'll Miss Me Like I Missed You,
Some Day You'll Need Me Like I Needed You,
Some Day You'll Love Me But I Won't Love You"

Time will make you forget me but time will make me love you more than before.