Art of Letting Go

What's done is done. Life is not reversible yet history could repeat itself. 

But the exact happening of past's footprints is gone now as the tidal 

waves have had it washed for a long time. Deep love makes people crazy 

but for them it's a good fantastic feeling. Love is inevitable. Some people 

avoid this because they are afraid to get attached and fall in love.

 Romantic love feels like heaven but for others it hurts like hell. 

After moments of trying to get away from reality, people have to learn to let go.

 With a great courage of facing reality and acceptance of true value of things,

 the heart could finally learn to let go. It can be taught and learned however 

with great amount of sacrifices and distant space the realm essence of letting 

go would eventually blooms. As we all know the phrase, 

"You can't have the rainbow without a little rain." This statement assess that 

people who go through pain are strong persons. Because they could be 

freed from the cage they've been living and accepting the fact that they could have 

a second chance of witnessing and feeling the wonderful crazy thing called Love. 

Walking on the rough road of Life, afterwards of letting people go from our lives,

 of course first steps are always the hardest ones. But eventually and in time 

our heart could finally reconcile and be happy once more. With great love you 

could do crazy things, so as the things you think you could not do the fact that 

you could magically do way better than what you think. Betterment is great.

 It makes people impressed and might asked "Hey how'd you been?" 

or "What's up for you?" With that your heart could finally tell the story of the 

past with no tears falling down your cheeks. Just the emotion of happiness 

and great thanks to God for a wonderful life lessons you learned. 

One day time would make its way. The thing that could make everyone's 

lives upside down. To create wonderful memories that are to be treasured 

and are worth remembering. Love is never too late, never too early. 

It comes at the right time. With your patience of waiting for him or her, with your 

extreme efforts, with the lessons from your past, with the sacrifices you've 

put up and as well as the choices you've made the point of having Love 

in your life is exactly as what God wants you to have. 

Perfect timing in a perfect moment with the perfect person who's worth waiting for. 

To The Next Person Who Falls In Love With Me

I want to know what did you find in me that feels adorable and feels like love. I’ve always wanted to ask every guy who had said they love me to the extent of asking them how I became so adorable? How I’m able to satisfy their “checklist” they’re looking for a girl. Believe me, I’m sorry for you. The next one.

I’m a girl from South who speaks conyo as my main language. I’m fashionable, stylish, nerd like but not look alike. On dates, I usually do the speaking however I’m afraid that the guy I’m with would find me talkative just because I don’t want the date to be as awkward as hell. I live with books and baking. I want to cook but I guess I can’t cook since I tried but it has never been for me. Most guys want to have a girlfriend who will cook for them every time they have tiring, stressful or messy day but the girl is not me. I don’t cook. But I can bake.

I’m bossy, I’m kind of OC, I like things be put in their proper places. I often wake up during late night because I can’t sleep. It takes me a couple of hours just to fall asleep as I lay down on my bed and pray. I am a Christian. I love God. I’ve always wanting to bring my next one at my church and praise and worship God together as our bonding. Also growing together with God is the center of me and as well as the center of my basis.

I’m picky on foods especially I don’t like eating spicy foods or grilled foods since I’m health conscious. I like Chinese cuisine better than of Japanese. I don’t like eating chocolates or receiving roses during The 14th of February. I want simply a man who I can treasure the time with, with no expenses at all just plain bonding time. Now, if you’ll be the next person who will fall in love with me, be guided with my characteristics and issues. I have this fairy tale dream of wanting a best friend to be my forever love. But as we all know, reality is better than dreams. Also, I have a Chinese blood. I'm a Chinese. It's more dominant than my Spanish and Filipino bloodline and so as you know, I don't have these so called "Great Wall". Oftentimes my Tagalog sucks, so as my English. Bare with me. Also, I like to bake. Flour, confectioner's sugar, granulated sugar, eggs and butter have always been present in my kitchen and as well as the gas tank. Here it proves that I love baking much much more than of cooking. I think I like to cook but I love to bake.

Now, if you are really in love with me. You should accept who I am and what I am. Please don’t give up. Please never get tired of proving me that you love me. As you know, I notice everything. Your efforts, your sacrifices and of course your great love for me. However I am not as perfect as you think. I am imperfectly perfect.

Tell me you love me everyday, Give time for me, Tell me you love my conyo accent, choice of food, love for God and my talkativeness. Promise if you do these I will surely melt and blush.

Make time and effort to know who I am, make me smile, love me for who I am. With that I would surely like you back. Maybe you’re the man I’m waiting for. Maybe you’re my “the one.”

Let the Fairy fly

It's been a while since I last posted here about my looks and about my style. yey! since my semestral break is on, my blogging is as well as on! yeyy! So here's my look. It's about pink and red. However I'm wearing a cropped 3/4 pullover which I recycled when I was 15. I remember buying this *u*. Well anyway the flower crown is owned by my sister Grace which I borrowed for this shoot! I hope it blends well :) my inner top, mesh in Pink which I bought at Forever 21 in MOA! Try browsing some of their great deals! I'm sure you'll find fantastic ones!

together with this spikees in purple and silver, it pretty matched up!

so let's go black and white!!! its my flower crown okay? :)

I'm lovin my new body actually I've been always hitting the gym for quite some time in order to reduce some of my stored fats ahaha! the barbel weighing 10 kilos has been killing me though it's worth it! hahaha maybe I should snap some shots sometime!!! :D

let the geeky glasses on!!!!! It's time to look nerdy! <3

flower crown or these geeky glasses? :)

It's summer time and I guess cropped pullover is not that fine but during these days later night it'll be cold and windy maybe because of the global warming! However the glasses and flower crown could be worn since it's summer!! time to be stylish! protect your eyes via shades or hats!!


<3,
Pau