The Risk

what if the closest friend you had,
just came along...

and she has something to do with your guy...
who once existed form your past...

The guy you ever dreamed of...
The closest friend you ever had..
knows each other before...
hadn't had chances to love each other.

As time came along,
you had him once again.
After the years you expected to be one again.
then it happen.

The guy of your dreams.
once not yours, but
time dis forbade you to have him.

Then once, the girl who just
came in your life.
The best ever close friend u ever had.
was the last love of the guy of your dreams.

Then they met up in a same place
wherein you and this guy is at.


You have no idea why they gone talking.
You've seen them by the garden.
It seems a romantic place.

Then, you're just sitting alone..
when the guy sat right next to you.
Now he said that the girl he's gone
talking with was the girl he loved
lately.


what will you do if
the reason why they meet again, is you?

what will be the reason behind the
jealousy you're feeling in and know
the real reason why they got apart?


The reason that they had no time to
count their hearts as one...

But then, there's you...
there's you to be the bridge of their seek.

What will you feel if the closest friend
you just had, be the reason of all the
sacrifices your doing... just to make
your guy and her be happy.


would you risk your love for this girl?
or you will let this go?

The bitter ending of a sweet beginning

i don't really have any idea why things are getting weird... why the people we love does not stay...But after all the stupidity I've done, it somehow made me realized that after all the pains and sacrifices I had, there will be an enlightenment.

People stay to know us better. They arrived because of a reason... and they'll leave for also a reason. But why we came not to accept the fact that they'll be gone forever?
Maybe I'm logically wrong. Some people come back to make us realize how we've grown up... how we've changed... how our lives got even better than before.

Having someone with you as you play the piano, is really such a good feeling. He listens to the music you're playing and he watches you as you press the keys. But could you imagine, that this guy is the one you love...

Maybe the intention of the girl is to make the guy feel that the song she's playing is the song she want's to sing then say to that guy but, the girl is too damn scared of what would be the guy's reply.

After all, the girl loved the girl first...
but the girl refuses it. Because during that time, she's in love with someone else.
But unexpectedly, as time goes by, as this guy shows what he feels, the girl has fallen in love on him.

But the time that the girl will let the guy know that she loves him too, is the time the guy let go...
The girl cried when she knew that.
but she cried not that hard because, at first, it was her who made the guy wait for a long time.

As you read the story, you may be wondering why the girl did not tell it to the guy in that very moment before it's too late..as what her heart was saying...
It's because, she wanted not to be hurt and to see deeply if this guy worth the love of the girl.

The story ends with just a secrecy of the truth.
The truth that would never exist in reality.
The story behind all the lessons in MU.
The story that has to be forbidden to remember.
Yet terrifying to forget.

We must accept and understand how life be so complicated. But we must understand deeply on why it happens and to accept what happened.