Happy Hearts Day!:)

February 14 is an ordinary day for me..
Me and My family went out to have fun outside..
We just got there at 2 pm.. I was in Greenbelt.
I together with my Mom and Dad..
while my other siblings were at SM Mall of Asia
in Pasay..
We just dropped them by at the mall..
and.. Even if I have gone absent for
two days (Thursday and Friday),
I stubbornly came to our trip..:)
even if I'm a bit sick.

Really, my parents want to spend Valentines with just two of them.
However, they were forced to bring me with them in
Greenbelt 4, Makati.. (while my siblings were at MOA)

Because I'm shy... I told them I'll just head to a Cafe and spend all the time in there. . And an addition to that, I also told them to just spend the entire remaining hours for their bonding time.. and not to mind me, 'coz I'm fine.. really..

I really don't like to be a comma between them.. haha..
so I said what was my side.. instead..

Then there at Starbucks.. I spent my entire time..alone..
the store was filled with costumers and also, entering customers as well..
I was in there.. listening in my Ipod's song..
doing nothing... I didn't go to sleep of course.. .But i I'm abt to.. haha:)

and then.. it was around 9 pm.. when I really want to go home..
because tomorrow will be Monday. And I have to rest.. so I decided to text my mom.
Then was hoping for her reply.. but it took almost half an hour when I had received her reply.

Before waiting for my mother's reply... I decided to use my phone.. Instead to just sitting down or whatsoever.. I sent GM to my friends...
I was using my Sun Cellular Sim so.. I have no choice but to send GM for those who I know were using their Sun Sim.

Then I had received a reply..for a guy friend..
then he said "hello... "
so I come to reply with hello also.
then//.. Then//.. some conversation with him..
My parents entered along the Coffee Shop..
saying. were about to go home.
Then packed out my scattered things on
the mini table.. and stood up..
walked away from the cafe .. and went to a
Restaurant to eat dinner..

we were still texting while I'm eating..
haha..
.. I asked him.. and brought up about the
special day happening.. :)
then he said... I have to date at all.. I'm alone..
here at Glorietta...

I was shocked when he mentioned Glorietta. because.
It just nearby Greenbelt.. hahaha..
then I told him also where I was

As we walked to the location where our car was parked.
We still texting...
then he told me.. Let's meet up.. :)

then I replied with.. "I'm on my way at the parking lot..
with my parents.. Let's just meet some other time. ."
but in my mind... This is my moment!! arghh!
hahahha.. xD

Well.. That’s life.. .
Play with it.. While its playing with u..
haha

then.. I came to the point of saying...
I hope he and I met..
He was in MaKATI.. And I was also in Makati.

How Ironic life cud be. haha

The Sweet Confessions

I did not left you behind though in other girl, she will.

I’m being too understandable enough just to realize well what u wants to do in your life.

I sometimes get in denial in the eyes of my friends just to deny what the true feeling of mine for you whenever they ask me about you and me.

I did hack some of the girls’ profile saying ILY to you on your page specifically, even though I know it Is bad

I got worried when you are at the place where alcohols and temptations are present or even far away from your place…

And the worst part is…

I get jealous about the girls flirting and saying I love you to you…

I’m sometimes about to freak out whenever u aren’t texting me or doesn’t know where you are…

Feeling uneasy when you’re far away

Feeling blue when I’m missing you..

What I Hate About Love

Why do we fall in love with someone who ain't really for us? Should we blame ourselves in falling with the wrong one? Or should we blame them because they made us fall for them?