Saturday, August 29, 2009
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
Saturday, August 15, 2009
My Own Relevance
My day may start with smiles and tears.
As I washed my face; looked up in the mirror
and see my own plain self.
And ask it, what I have done?
Why did i made such doing like that?
Razors and Tears,
are my dependencies.
Hands and Fists,
I always marked on.
Hurts and Pains,
I'm so tired of it.
Love and Cares,
I want to feel.
Peace and Loyalty,
I want it to remain.
I did it again.
Held once again a knife,
And felt down.
As I cut my flesh,
But it wasn't delivered that well.
A destructive knock came along.
Feeling uneasy,
can't help it.
Going Crazy,
Will I be?
Half Alive,
Mostly I am.
Farewell, I sent to them.
then suddenly,
A call I've received from a
concerned friend.
Begging to me not to do it.
A friend, mostly I was about to loose.
What I love to say, " I'm okay ".
But inner of me, adequately not.
In my daily anima,
I always asked myself,
Why did I have to live?
What am I suppose to do?
Then I realized,
We lived for a Mission.
And we'll die because of a reason.
As I washed my face; looked up in the mirror
and see my own plain self.
And ask it, what I have done?
Why did i made such doing like that?
Razors and Tears,
are my dependencies.
Hands and Fists,
I always marked on.
Hurts and Pains,
I'm so tired of it.
Love and Cares,
I want to feel.
Peace and Loyalty,
I want it to remain.
I did it again.
Held once again a knife,
And felt down.
As I cut my flesh,
But it wasn't delivered that well.
A destructive knock came along.
Feeling uneasy,
can't help it.
Going Crazy,
Will I be?
Half Alive,
Mostly I am.
Farewell, I sent to them.
then suddenly,
A call I've received from a
concerned friend.
Begging to me not to do it.
A friend, mostly I was about to loose.
What I love to say, " I'm okay ".
But inner of me, adequately not.
In my daily anima,
I always asked myself,
Why did I have to live?
What am I suppose to do?
Then I realized,
We lived for a Mission.
And we'll die because of a reason.
Monday, August 3, 2009
Another Year of Life
In a sunny hour of a moisten day.
In a city filled with love and pain.
In an Autumn morning
I woke up and said,
What a shattered breeze
touches my skin.
Seems like a bad feeling
coming forward on its way.
How my heart was frozen
in the midnight of December,
I made asked.
The white cold and dirty balls
fell on the grounds,
made me remember
how come I've fallen in love
with someone who has no intention
of catching me?
As I walk on a rough road of life,
I've experience some possible events
or happenings that in my age
could possibly happen.
In a dreadful night of January
In a city full of hatred and happiness.
I asked myself, how come I arrived in
sometimes, wrong choice of decision?
Why I have to choose between these choices?
yet, only I need one.
Maybe because, I must do pick one.
Anyway, I don't have any idea, which one
is the best.
Whew! This test of God for myself also,
makes me really stressed.
In a city filled with both love together with
sacrifices,
A girl seeking for a calm place.
Saw a very nice bridge nearby in the
river connected to the park.
She moved and walk forward
As she met someone to talk with.
And they started to share memories
of them.
The girl shared and shared.
Unfortunately, a rain came.
They said goodbyes to each other
and the girl ran, going home wet.
As she reaches her house,
she went inside and sat on
a narra chair.
Once the girl experienced
falling in love from her past.
As she bounced back her memories,
She remember it once again.
First Love, First Heartbreak.
Somehow like a ball bounced back,
she still feel how it really hurts.
how it made her heart broken.
Experience on falling in love with someone
is a good thing also, for those who experienced it
for the first time, And for those who have not.
Surely, and Yes, they know how its is expressed.
In a city filled with love and pain.
The Presence of the Month of Hearts
was sensed by me.
Flowers were given by guys to the girls
they adored; I always seen
I, myself guarantee not to make myself
fall in that spell of love once again.
Because until now, Month when the flowers
blooms, I still haven't find someone who could
make my heart fixed again.
As I walk forward.
I learned rather continuously learning
my false and recognized doings.
So that when I go back,
I know which steps will I'll take.
In a city filled with love and pain.
In an Autumn morning
I woke up and said,
What a shattered breeze
touches my skin.
Seems like a bad feeling
coming forward on its way.
How my heart was frozen
in the midnight of December,
I made asked.
The white cold and dirty balls
fell on the grounds,
made me remember
how come I've fallen in love
with someone who has no intention
of catching me?
As I walk on a rough road of life,
I've experience some possible events
or happenings that in my age
could possibly happen.
In a dreadful night of January
In a city full of hatred and happiness.
I asked myself, how come I arrived in
sometimes, wrong choice of decision?
Why I have to choose between these choices?
yet, only I need one.
Maybe because, I must do pick one.
Anyway, I don't have any idea, which one
is the best.
Whew! This test of God for myself also,
makes me really stressed.
In a city filled with both love together with
sacrifices,
A girl seeking for a calm place.
Saw a very nice bridge nearby in the
river connected to the park.
She moved and walk forward
As she met someone to talk with.
And they started to share memories
of them.
The girl shared and shared.
Unfortunately, a rain came.
They said goodbyes to each other
and the girl ran, going home wet.
As she reaches her house,
she went inside and sat on
a narra chair.
Once the girl experienced
falling in love from her past.
As she bounced back her memories,
She remember it once again.
First Love, First Heartbreak.
Somehow like a ball bounced back,
she still feel how it really hurts.
how it made her heart broken.
Experience on falling in love with someone
is a good thing also, for those who experienced it
for the first time, And for those who have not.
Surely, and Yes, they know how its is expressed.
In a city filled with love and pain.
The Presence of the Month of Hearts
was sensed by me.
Flowers were given by guys to the girls
they adored; I always seen
I, myself guarantee not to make myself
fall in that spell of love once again.
Because until now, Month when the flowers
blooms, I still haven't find someone who could
make my heart fixed again.
As I walk forward.
I learned rather continuously learning
my false and recognized doings.
So that when I go back,
I know which steps will I'll take.
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